It felt really odd, to login to the page, only to discover that the last post was published a year earlier.
To end off 2021.
Not a single word was uttered for 2022, it was like I have ceased to exist for the entire year.
To be brutally honest, 2022 has been a really tough year (for me). I went months and months, holding on to my sanity month after month.
“I just need to get pass this month, next month will be better.”
Then came the next month.
“Ugh, ok, I can get pass this month, just one more month, and it will get better.”
It’s a lie that I probably repeat to myself days after days, weeks after weeks, months after months. Deadline after deadline, meeting after meetings, crisis after crisis, insomnia after insomnia, headaches after headaches.
Well I guess, anything to tide me through all this.
Time finally slowed down at end November, when everything is supposed to come to an end. My table in a mess, heart even more so, when it finally dawned upon me that…
This truly is the end.
Hiam 